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It seriously is time for a new post, I have left my blog quite untouched untill today and the only problem I can think of that stops me from writing a blog is that I can't actually think of what to write about. I lay here typing away without a topic in my mind, in fact not even the title above has been filled with letters.

However I am running on about 5 cups of tea (3 sugars in each) about to be a 6th (That's 6 times the caffine and 18 spoons of sugar) and they have put me in a typing mood which is good cause I have a blog to write and a chapter of a fanfiction. Okay I don't HAVE to write either of the two but I want to write a chapter once a month and I like to update my blog every now and then.

I'm thinking about getting some kind of camera specifically for vlogs, a friend mentioned Toys R Us selling a simple camera which you can plug into your laptop which is perfect for vlogs but £50 is still quite expensive. (Here is where I got distacted looking at toys from Toys R Us)(Here is also where I finished my 6th cup of tea)

So looking for work is probably actually harder then the job itself, I desperatly want a job as there is so many things that I would love to purchase; a bigger place is one of them. Not only are there things I want to buy, but I also want a life where I'm not living on benefits. Living on benefits allows me to keep my house, keep fed but upon going out and being social, or buying stuff that I'd like, planning really is needed. There is also the chance of one mistake and your benefits could be lost for a week, or delayed and you generally have to work harder making sure you get everything done right. Finally there is the feeling of... oooh what is it, guilt might be too strong of a word, I'm not sure but eventually I end up feeling bothered as I hate being one of the hundreds of people who live off of benefits. Now I don't mean to live off benefits, I am strongly looking for a job (Well maybe not just this second as I am writing a blog) but while I look, I need to be able to pay the rent, I just never thought I'd be on benefits for so long, I had hoped to have already snagged a job by the end of January, it is now a day before March.

Now there are people out there that I have seen committing benefit fraud, I won't say who, mostly people who don't keep their mouths shut and people who once upon a time were my friends, I've seen it, whether they're not bothered about working because they don't want to, or perhaps they think the world owes them something. Especially those that annoy me are the ones who have whatever it is wrong with them, a peg leg or low blood pressure or whatever allows them to get a load of money off the goverment but they don't give anything back, y'know like working. Sure it's okay for some, I understand that there are those with serious illness' or problems and I have no problem with them getting the good treatment, but those lazy motherfuckers who just take and take without giving back when I'm here doing my best to get a job just annoys me.

In short: Still trying to get a job, there are a lot of benefit frauding pricks out there.

Yup that was the best I could come up with and now I don't have an idea as to what to write about after. I might just leave it there for now and hopefully I can think of a good topic to write about, truth is I definally want to start doing some vlogs but I need a good camera for that.

Well I'll leave it at that for now. Oh yeah still need a title.